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[Jun. 1st, 2007|03:01 pm] |
Just read all my entries & like damnn... i was SOO SAD . I look back now & wonder why? like why was i so sad? Why couldnt i just let go & now that i have completely , i see the other side of things & before i just wanted 2 be closer with him & now i have the opportunities but i choose not to take them y'know? Its SOO easy to fall inlove & its even easier to fall out of it , i've heard that before but then again . . . . if you REALLY do love someone like theres no tmrw then i dont think you should ever fall out of love if its TRUE LOVE & so i guess this wasnt . I realize now that i was better than all that & that i shoulda spent my time more wisely & not even tried again & again because the truth of the matter is i deserve better , now just me but ANY GIRL .. no girl should ever have to feel like that or go through that PERIOD & if they do then its not even worth all that cause the reason is clear .... that theres someone waay better & thats that. I heard my friends best friend did last week & felt soo bad . It's craazy , a 15 year old dying ... like one minute you see them & they're going crazy & the next time you see them they're in a funeral home , lying there ... just GONE and thats the end of their life . Saw her crying like CRAAZY cause she thought it was her fault cuz he was going to meet her at the time but she needs to realize it isnt cuz there's a plan for everybody & no matter what u do to prevent it , it will happen one way or the other eventually . Just witnessing HOW HURT SHE WAS , just made me realize that there should never be anything left unsaid or any anger / problem remaining between 2 people , not necessarily a boyfriend & girlfriend but a mother & daught , mother & father , Father & son or etc...
& its just crazy ... |
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[Feb. 9th, 2007|03:05 pm] |
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TODAY WAS ERR =/ EVERYONE WHO APPLIED TO O'CONNOR GOT REJECTED & IUNNO? MAYBE IM SAD CAUSE I WONT GET TO SEE SOME PEOPLE WHO APPLIED WITH ME AS MUCH LIEK YEAAH ILL SEE MY FRIENDS BUT I MAY BE SCARED THAT I MIGHT LOSE ALL CONTACT WITH OTHERS? =( I REAALLLY WANNA GO TO VANIER BUT MY PARENTS WONT LET ME GOD ONLY KNOWS WHAT THEY HEARD ABOUT THE SCHOOL BUT YEAAH KINDA SUCKS WHY SAY YOU'LL FRIGGEN GET IN FOR SURE IF U PUT THEM 1ST? DID WE GET IN? NO . NOW 22 FEAKING PEOPLE ARE SCREWED CUZ UR " NEW REBUILT SCHOOL " CANT FIT US ALL? WHAT WAS THE DIFFERENCE? YOU COULDNT FIT PEOPLE IN BEFORE , WHATS THE DIFFERENCE NOW? STILL CANT W.E O'CONNORS JUSS GAAAAAAAAAY. |
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[Jan. 24th, 2007|06:07 pm] |
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| | MARIO - CRYING OUT FOR ME | ] |
SO I CAME ON HERE TO WRITE ABOUT SOMETHING THAT MIGHT'VE HAPPENED AT SCHOOL A COUPLE DAYS AGO BUT THEN I REALIZED ITS SUCH A WASTE OF TIME TO CARE & IF I LET MYSELF FORGET ABOUT IT & INSTEAD OF CONTINUING TO THINK ABOUT IT WHEN SOMETHING REMINDS ME OF IT TO JUSS BLOCK IT OUT (=
SO THAT WAY WE'RE ALL HAPPY ; ARENT WE? SO I WAS GONNA TALK ABOUT THAT BUT I THOUGHT TO MYSELF & SAID WHY WASTE THIS ENTRY ABOUT " MY DAY ! " ON SOME GUY? STUPID HA? YES I KNOOOW (=
WELL YEAAH SO I MUST TALK ABOUT MY DAY (=
IT WAS FUUN , I GUESS ( = CHILLED WITH TALIN , KELLY , ITZEL & JOSEPHINE.
JOSEEPHINNEE ! >=@ KEPT SQUASHING MY PILE LMAO GOSSH * ROLLS EYES * JUSS KEEEDING( =
WELL YEAAH , PLAYED TAG .. LMFAO JOSEPHINE RUNS & HIDES & WE TRIED TO GO AFTER HER BUT STUPID MRS.QUINN =(
LMFAO SO THEN JOSEPHINE STAYED THERE THINKING WE WERE COMING AFTER HER & FINALLY REALIZED LMFAO & THEN JOSEPHINE IN LANGUAGE : " I ZIPPED , ZOOMED & POOFED THROUGH THE ROOM " LMFAO WHAAAT? MRS.BERGINS REACTION WAS THE FUNNIEST SHE WAS LIKE -_- WHAAAT?! =/ & THEN OMGG XIANHES LUNCH LMAO & ANTHONY CALLS ME MEAN ? CUZ I TOOK SOME OF IT AFTER ASKING! WHADDA RETARD .. LMAO KIDDING & THEN HE SHOVES IT IN HIS FACE? LMAO OOOOOKAY? BUT YEAAH WE HAD AN ASSEMBLY ABOUT " CELLPHONES " & I FIND ITS KINDA SAD THAT MY PRINCIPLE / VICE PRINCIPLE W/E HAS A BETTER PHONE THAN ME? AN MP3 ONE! LMAO WHAAT IS THAT? I NEVER EVEN KNEW THEY WERE THAT UPDATED ! =P
GUESS I WAS WRONG. WELL MY DAY WAS GOOD TILL NOW (N) BUT WHATEVER ITS NOT THAT BIG OF A DEAL ANYWAYS =/ OR IT IS? WELL I GOT GROUNDED =( CAUSE MY GAAAY CELLPHONE BILL WAS $173 =/ & $120 LAST MONTH ..... OOOPSSS? =/ WELL YEAAH HOMEWORKS DONE (Y) GETTING OUR BAND MARK TMRW ... OH GOD. OH YEAAH & MATH TEST WELL YEAAH IM DONE & I GUESS YOU WERE RIGHT CARMEN ( =
MY FRIENDS DID GET ME THROUGH IT ALL ( =
STEVENS PARTY ON SATURDAY (=
I HOOOOPE MICHELES GOOIINNGG ! =P
IM GHOOOST ; DINNER IS AWAITING !
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[Jan. 11th, 2007|04:25 pm] |
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| |  tired | ] |
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| | MARIO VAZQUEZ BAAAABBAAY ( = ; GALLERY | ] |
OMGG LOOL TOO MUCH FUN , TOO MUCH ( =
EW. HAD TO WAKE UP AT 6 ! ... BUT I DID ANYWAY LOL I GUESS THE IMPOSSIBLE CAN REALLY BE POSSIBLE HA? =P
GOT READY & GOT TO SCHOOL AT 7IISH? PANICED PANICED PANICED !! BUT HEEEY IT WAS WORTH IT (=
REACHED AT WHAAAT? 8:30IISH? BUT YEAAAAH IT WAS BORING AT FIRST (N) BUT THEN PEOPLE STARTED FALLING =P
I FELL LIKE WHAAAT? 3 TIMES =/ & INTO THE FENCE ! HOW DO YOU CRASH INTO THE FENCE?! WELL ILL TELL YOU ( =
WHEN UR GOING AT FULL SPEED & A HUGE STOOOOPID BUMP IS THERE & YOU FLY OFF IT >=( GOSSSH ( =
& THEN EVERYONES LAUGHED BUT THEN THEY LAUGHED AT EVERYONE SO YEAAH. THEN WE'RE ON THE LIFT & THE STUPID KID SCREAMING " LUKES A FLIIIRRT! " LIKE DOES IT LOOK LIKE WE CARE ABOUT UR LUKE FRIEND? STUPID LITTLE KIDS * ROLLS EYES* . ATE LUNCH WITH KELLY & ITZEL =P LMAO THEN KELLY GETTING SOO SCARED TO GO OFF THE FAMILY HILL & WHEN SHE GOT OFF SHE WAS LIKE " I WANNA GO AGAIN! ( = " & SO WE DID ......AND AGAIN.....AND AGAIN..... AND AGAIN ( = THEN ITZEL LEFT CUZ HE BUTTOCKS FROOZE LMAO FROM FALLING EVERYTIME SHE WENT ON THE HILL BUT I FELL TOO SO I SHOULDNT BE TALKING =/ BUT YEAAAH & THEN HAVING ALLL AMANDAS ADD ON WEIGHT ON ME =/ BUT ITSSS OOOKAAAY =P IM SOO GLAD I SPENT THE DAY WITH YOU TWOOO ( = YOU GUYS MADE ME LAUGH MY HARDEST & I HAD SOO MUCH FUN THAT I DIDNT THINK ABOUT ANYTHING OR CARE ABOUT ANYTHING OR WHERE *ANYTHING* WAS CAUSE I WAS WITH YOU GUYS ( = PSSSH. WHY WOULD I BE LOOKING FOR SOMEONE ? BUT YEAAAH IT WAS SOO FUN =P IT JUSS SUCKS CUZ I WANNA GO BAAACKK !!! =( & THERES NOT GONNA BE A NEXT YEAR. LMAO IUNNO THOUGH MAYBE NEXT YEAR KELLY & THE FENCE WILL STILL BE BEST FRIENDS ( = OH YEAH ! WATCHED CLICK ON THE BUS; IT WAS FUNNY. TOO MUUUUCCH COOKE ON THE WAY BAACK & YEAAH WE ALL KNOW WHAT HAPPENS WHEN THAT HAPPENS LOL
BUT WHATEVER WHO CARES? I WAS HAVING FUN WITH MY FRIENDS( = MAKING FUN OF MOHAB? =/ IT WAS KINDA MEAN BUT HE WASNT THERE ANYWAYS.
WELL EW. HAVE TO GO DO HOOOOOMEWOORK =(
EAZY PEAZY LEMOOOOON SQUEEZE.
OH YEAH ! ; IUNN CARE ANYMOOORE ; O-V-E-R- IT BIIIATCH ( = |
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[Dec. 12th, 2006|09:40 pm] |
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| | DANITY KANE - HOME FOR CHRISTMAS | ] |
WHAT CANT KILL YOU CAN ONLY MAKE YOU STRONGER.
NEXT TIME , ILL THINK TWICE .
MAYBE ILL PICK MORE WISELY.
ILL TRUST CAREFULLY.
ILL HOLD BACK & I WONT FALL FOR IT.
ALL I CAN DO IS LEARN FROM IT , I CANT TAKE IT BACK. |
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[Nov. 13th, 2006|03:47 pm] |
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| | PAULA DEANADA - WALK AWAY | ] |
BHESSY JOSEPHINE CAME OVER SATURDAY & SLEPT OVER SATURDAY & SUNDAY SOO MUCH FUN LOL GOT BABYS DOGTAG CAME HOME BAKED BROWNIES WATCHED GRUDGE 2 WHICH WE GOT ALL WORKED UP ABOUT & IT WASNT EVEN SCARY , STAYED UP TILL LIKE 2 LOL IT WAS SOO FUN REACHED SCHOOL ON MONDAY & GAVE BABY HIS PRESENT =P MADAME CAME IN & WAS YELLING CAUSE THE PEOPLE WERE PRONOUNCING IT WRONG ALL THE TIME ( INCLUDING ME ) BUT NOBODY HEARD HER AS LOUD AS I DID MAAAAN SHE WAS RIGHT BESIDE ME & SHE WAS YELLING & MY EARS WERE KILLING ME! I FELT LIKE GOING OVER THERE & HURTING THEM CAUSE THEY KEPT PRONOUNCING IT WRONG WHEN SHE TOLD EM THE WAY UR SUPPOST 2 SAY IT & THE MORE THEY SAID THAT THE MORE SHE YELLED ... LOUD! ... WHICH MEANT THE MORE DEAF I WAS GETTING AS EVERY MINUTE PASSED BY. THEN LAST RECESS CAME LMAO & I MARRIED TAYLOR =P IT WAS FUNNY AFTER SCHOOL WE FINALLY! GOT OUR NAME THINGYS FROM MARY WARD OH! AND OUR APPLICATION FORM THING FOR OUR HIGH SCHOOL CHOICE. 2 MORE FREAAAKKING DAYS TILL OUR 2 MONTHS =P IT SEEMS LIKE WAAAY MORE THOUGH. WELL IM DONE HOMEWORK IS AWAITING =( |
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[Nov. 9th, 2006|04:41 pm] |
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TAYLOR : SHIRT - LOOKING
TALIN : EARRINGS- LOOKING
JOSEPHINE: EARRINGS -LOOKING
ITZEL : EARRINGS -LOOKING
VELANIE : EARRINGS? =S ( I NEVER SEE HER WEARING EARRING THOUGH )
ANTHONY : PHAT FARM SHIRT - $27
MOMMY : GOODIE BASKET FILLED WITH HAIR PRODUCTS , MAKE UP ETC. - ABOUT $30? =S
DADDY - HAVE NO IDEA.
RYAN - PHAT FARM SHIRT TOO? =S
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[Nov. 9th, 2006|03:30 pm] |
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| | Cassie - not with you | ] |
THE A B C 's | A ~ AVAILABLE?: | NOOPE. | B ~ BEST SPORT?: | VOLLEYBALL | C ~ CRUSH?: | DON’T HAVE ONE | D ~ DOGS NAME?: | DON’T HAVE ONE. | E ~ EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO?: | CHRISTA | F ~ FAVORITE COLOR?: | BLUE | G ~ FUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS?: | GUMMY WORMS | H ~ HOMETOWN?: | Scarborough | I ~ INSTRUMENT?: | TRUMPET | J ~ JUICE?: | Lemonade? | K ~ KIND OF MUSIC?: | R&B ; ROCK | L ~ LONGEST CAR RIDE?: | A little over 6 hours. ( montreal ) | M ~ MILK FLAVOR?: | Chocolate | N ~ NUMBER OF SIBLINGS?: | 1 brother | O ~ ONE WISH?: | WILL REMAIN A SECRET * | P ~ PHOBIA OR FEAR?: | SPIDERS , SNAKES & HEIGHTS | Q ~ FAVORITE QUOTE?: | EAZY PEAZY | R ~ REASON TO SMILE?: | SELECTED FEW | S ~ SONG YOU LAST HEARD?: | PAULA DEANADA – WHEN IT WAS ME | T ~ TIME YOU WOKE UP TODAY?: | 8:30 a.m | U ~ UNKNOWN FACTS ABOUT ME?: | Iunno? =S | V ~ VEGETABLE YOU DON'T LIKE?: | RED PUMPKIN. | W ~ WORST HABIT?: | BITING MY NAILS | X ~ X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD?: | 1 | Y ~ YUMMY FOOD?: | ALOTTA STUFF ( : | Z ~ ZODIAC?: | CAPRICORN |
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[Nov. 9th, 2006|03:29 pm] |
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| | CASSIE - NOT WITH YOU | ] |
whats your name spelt backwards?: enelrahc
What did you do last night?: sleep
The last thing you downloaded onto your computer?: A song ( cassie – ditto )
Have you ever licked a 9 volt battery?: LMAO no.
Last time you swam in a pool?: LAST SUMMER?
What are you wearing?: WHITE TANK TOP & BLACK SWEATS
How many cars have you owned?: Zeerrrooo ( :
Type of music you dislike most?: HEAVY METAL.
Are you registered to vote?: Nope.
Do you have cable?: Yup.
What kind of computer do you use?: A working one.
Ever made a prank phone call?: WHO HASN’T? =P
You like anyone right now?: I LOVE SOMEONE RIGHT NOW.
Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?: BUNGEE JUMPING
Furthest place you ever traveled?: INDIA
What's your favorite comic strip?: ARCHIE? lol
Do u know all the words to the national anthem?: YES.
Shower, morning or night?: MORNING
Best movie you've seen in the past month?: Umm…. THE LAKE HOUSE?
Favorite pizza toppings?: CHICKEN & ITALIAN SAUSAGE.
Chips or popcorn?: CHIPS =P
What cell phone provider do you have?: TELUS
Have you ever smoked peanut shells?: NAME 5 PEOPLE WHO HAVE [ ^o) ]
Have you ever been in a beauty pageant?: NOPE.
Orange Juice or apple?: Orange.
Who were the last people you sat at lunch with?: TAYLOR,VELANIE, PETER, ITZEL & ANTHONY
favorite chocolate bar?: I HAVE TONS.
Who is your longest friend and how long?: TAYLOR ( GRADE 2 )
Last time you ate a homegrown tomato?: LOL Never.
Have you ever won a trophy?: NO.
Favorite arcade game?: AIR HOCKEY.
Ever ordered from an infomercial?: NO lol
Sprite or 7-UP?: Sprite.
Have you ever had to wear a uniform to school/work?: Nope.
Last thing you bought at Walgreens?: I’ve NEVER BEEN TO WALGREENS.
Ever thrown up in public?: YES =/
Would you prefer being a millionaire or finding true love?: TRUE LOOVE
Do you believe in love at first sight?: YES.
SPONGEBOB OR JIMMY NEUTRON?: Spongebob( :
Did you have long hair as a young kid?: GRADE 4?
What message is on your voicemail machine?: LMAO CAITLIN GOING : LEAVE A MESSAGE
Where would you like to go right now?: UMM .. PRETTY MUCH ANYWHERE.
Whats the name of your pet?: DON’T HAVE ANY : /
What kind of back pack do you have, and what's in it?: A BLACK DICKIES BAG WITH MY PENCIL CASE , KEYS , iPod shuffle & HOMEWORK
What do you think about most?: DEPENDS ON MY MOOD. |
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[Nov. 9th, 2006|02:53 pm] |
i be yo' lady and you be my man holdin'
hands under the stars at night your arms
hold around my waist so tight it feels
so right when you look into my eyes
sparkles like the stars in the sky
you'll always be mine cause a
love like this is all a girl could
wish for filled with millions of kisses
the only one i adore to have and to hold
'till i grow gray and old and as you're wife
i'll be by your side for the rest of your life
<3
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